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Walking to the Sun

by Heavy moTh

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1.
And we all drown Bring in seas to climb Drive home When we are green again Bring me up to her Lift us up in your heart And feel the rain again Give us your life Songs of freezing grief Lighten your heavy mind Now we are red again Bring us in your fold Lift us in your heart Feel the sun again Eyes you’re open now Feeling your way somehow
2.
The Cage 08:59
Open my eyes The shell again is crying Moving in moments Moving through bleeding Waiting for war Damaged in permanence Trying to love Trying not to hate Blowing thunder Weed will soothe Stronger in spirit Courage untold Cuts so much deeper Pain has a hold Letting me go now Skies are revealed Praying to anyone Only to heal Fearing each morning Knowing what I face My life needs freedom Peace love and space Trapped and captured Release me from this Cannabis inhalation Return me to bliss Drying the tears Of this pain Knowing tomorrow through it again Give me salvation I promise I will be good Please let me go now Why me is not understood
3.
Young 07:38
I miss you I miss you You were the one I got it so wrong Regret years old and now Wishing for then somehow we were so young Those feelings gone these days are Over and gone Longing for the past You were the one Too immature My emotions unsure You were too good for me I thought you should be free Beauty And intelligence Depths of you unexplored Quietly you gave me your all Everything Your heart and soul Twenty six years are now passed Aching heart as time moves too fast Broken hearted My biggest mistake Hoping that your pain Was not so great I miss you
4.
The Sea 07:09
Walking To the sun Finding in the sea peacefulness of waiting Blue skies Comforts me Warm bright and golden Diamonds spread in front of me Rising and falling In Purity i will be Facing down and pushing Pull your essence into me Gliding through your faces I feel you lifting me Now I fly Endless sky Breathing in Wash away the sin Outside in me Looking through your eyes I’m not real now Sinking in your thighs Breathe and stop now Hold on don’t let go Over me passing Heavy and slow Now I think it’s time Light up the sky with love Bring all that you have Everything you have to give Now Turn and bowing Grateful for you’ve given me Leaving never easy My love you sea
5.
Transfusion 07:45
Now in goes The blood Into me Give me life Please don’t die I’m feeling weak Will I live Will I live Waiting to see Now the Fear Is here in my vision blurred and Grey Sing for me Don’t be afraid Please Let me live Here I lie Will I die Have I done enough Lived in love Drop by drop Feel my veins Cold feels blue Not yet gone I’m still with you Here
6.
Fading 04:55
Closing my mind Is not so kind Allowing me Sympathy For the pain Anxiety Let me go Burning slow Ashes remain Need life again Inside My world Fading Unclear Insecure Acid nerves Failing strength weakened soul Beg me Self allowed Stay away From the crowd Needing intensely To remember How to be me
7.
Honestly 08:56
I’m ok honestly I’m ok honestly My soul treads On the dirty ground Honesty and purity Nowhere to be found Giving of myself My heart I give to you Hoping that through it all You’ll be there for me too Wishing for the end A new way through As the world Closes around us Overwhelmed and broken Millions of hearts Trying desperately to Keep my feelings clear Letting go of anger To defy the fear Storms can not be calmed or controlled Only thread to hold on My own mind and soul Taking the pressure Unavoidable waves Crashing upon me Got to be brave Breathe hard breathe strong Live through this Don’t ever let me go Leave with a kiss

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I'm very pleased with this, it's much more personal and mostly about love, life, and dealing with the isolation and long term physical illness that i live with. None of these songs are about weed. i hope that's ok.
I really am proud of this album, i have no money for promo so if you like it please feel free to share it. i don't mind if people download it for free, i just want my art to be appreciated.
Thank you.

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released June 2, 2023

Written, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Thom Bleasdale
Artwork by Thom Bleasdale

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Heavy moTh England, UK

High as a kite and as fuzzed out as it gets. From darkest Devon, UK.

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